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Something InevitableBy the socially accepted norms of the lifestyle I have placed myself in, I -the bottom- am expected to strip myself of all walls all barriers, all things that keep feelings inside. I -the obedient- am expected to allow myself to become vulnerable. I -the submissive- am expected to trust all of myself, everything I am, everything I strive to be, to you. Who, by the socially accepted norms of the lifestyle I have placed myself in, is allowed to keep your feelings to not let me in, to never feel vulnerable, if you wish. And I am left only with t Something Inevitable
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To Whom My Heart BelongsI'm putting up walls, and you don't even notice. I'm so simple, but you don't even try to make sense of me. You are the man that I never wanted. And now I want you, and I don't even remember why. To Whom My Heart Belongs
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Going.He says something. I don't say anything back. I wait for him to speak again. Thirty seconds quickly changes: Into two minutes, Into ten minutes, Into an hour, Into six years. I wait. Going.
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8-1-09

Sat Aug 1, 2009, 12:19 AM

Mood: Worried
Reading: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire!
Playing: with my bangs.

I sometimes wonder what it would be like to have someone in my life that really cares about me and actually wants to hear about what's going on in my life. Besides my mom, of course. I'm not sure if I've ever had that... I mean, there would be people who are upset that I would even think that. But it's true. And my problems really aren't all that big compared to what those people's. So, I feel bad complaining, or even talking about them because it feels like I'm taking all that I do have for granted.

I just...I really want someone to care about me more than they care about themself. That sounds so horrible to me now, but I do.

I'm worried. I'm worried that I won't get my period after taking these pills. I'm worried that something more serious is wrong with me. I'm worried that... I'm not even sure what I'm worried about. I just hope that this is what it is. I can't believe that I just said that I hope I have a disorder. But it's better than the alternative.

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Current Residence: Michigan.
Interests: Writing, photography, music, books.
Favourite movie: Fight Club, Once.
Favourite band or musician: John Lennon, Modest Mouse, Ingrid Michaeson.
Favourite genre of music: Any, except rap.
Favourite poet or writer: Alice Hoffman, Amelia Atwater-Rhodes, Charles Bukowski.
MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen.
Favourite game: Sims 3.
Personal Quote: Ad astra. (To the stars.)
Tools of the Trade: My handy-dandy notebook!

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~yadontsay Jun 8, 2008, 8:11:47 PM

Thanks for the faveeee!

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what you want them to hear,
You've got nothing left to lose, my dear."
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~depandy May 4, 2008, 7:43:21 PM

hallo...
I love your poetry...

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thanks 4 comment....

~rainydays1415 May 9, 2008, 5:40:41 PM

Thank you very much.

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~rnwd Mar 15, 2008, 8:50:03 PM

Hey, thank you for adding my conte drawing of my friend Brianna!

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~forAcause Jan 25, 2008, 5:44:55 PM

thanks for the fav

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~1seshfluff3 Jan 1, 2008, 6:09:17 PM

_{Thanks for that little star <3}

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~can-i-be-light Nov 16, 2007, 1:00:03 PM

thank you for the fav

~NicholasAvecIks Oct 25, 2007, 8:36:12 PM

Thank you for the favorites. Those are old works, Im glad you got a chance to see them

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~Wastedsouls Oct 10, 2007, 6:06:49 AM

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